I Am Dying.

The One I Love Is Not giving me chance to explain the situation I Am In. Seriously, You can Just ask HER and directly You Will Know What exactly is Going On. Instead, U go the easy way just to close your ear and leave me hanging here. I Dont know what else to say. I Honestly Love You. Give me a Chance To explain And You Will Know All Of this Is Just a Silly Misunderstanding. Go And Ask Her DIRECTLY If You Dont Believe Me. I Am Honest With You. I want you to be mine. You Should Think This Over And Act maturely.

Happy New Year

Hey Everyone!!!

This Is My first Post For thiS Year. I do Hope I have the guts to write more in the future. At Last. My worst year are over. Im glad I Am still AliVe And Kicking Like I usually Do. I Have A new Will To Live, A whole New Stories Yet to be MAKE, And Supposedly Good Things To be Taken Notice of. I am glad I Made It this far. I truly am grateful. When your life statistic suddenly Go down to the sewers, most time it would be difficult to handle especially when You Know YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE On the Event, But you cant because of your sanity controls your desire over time. If I just let Loose EVERYTHING INSIDE ME, I am afraid that I am Going to burst Out In Flames Of Anger And EVERYTHING WOULD turn black and cloudy before I realized Something Happened And I Hurt ME SELF. So, I Am taking a different approach in Life Slightly different from what I had done before.

I Am Sorry. I changes Through times. Maybe I was different yesterday, And today I Am COMPLETELY Not the me from yesterday. I am consistently changing. But my feelings always the same. Just My attitude. Sometime I dunno Myself. I am A Phial Of LIQUID. I changes accordingly to the case I Am In. But one thing for sure, I Am SOLID AND AS HARD AS A DIAMOND WHEN IT COME To Loving You. I'm In too deep With you. And I Love every phase, every drop, every single uttered words are rainbow to me. I want this feeling TO LAST. I Want to wake up everyday Knowing I Have Someone That I Truly Care And LOVE.

I want you to be part of me. ^_^. Let us walk this path created for us together. I wont be in front of you. I want you to hold my hand and walk with me. I Hope This year is a GOOD YEAR FOR Me. Treat ME Nicely and I would be Grateful enough. I am letting go of my past mistakes and trying to attend a completely new set of Rules Determined For me.

And A HARD, Short FACT. I LOVE MY BELLA. I Hope She knows that much. ^_^